The Welcome Mat of a Notebook Page

Write poetry on blue paper
Because words are things that will come
When you build a home for them.

They tumble-tip-toe across the threshold
From the rim of your mind where they have
Been shuffling, getting cold.

You do see things about the world –
Beautiful things, for it is a beautiful world –
Even when you aren’t staring
Or stilling enough to grow thoughts,

And your sights become exile words
Who must be gently coaxed over by
soft construction sounds of pencil scrapes.

For them open space and obedient fingers
Are hearth and blanket and breakfast,
The nursery they grow up in.

“You will always have your memories”

No, don’t they know – memory is a militant minimalist,
it will not hoard fragments of the familiar

Something as commonplace and irreplaceable as a sister.

She becomes weightless, wordless,
a well-beloved blur.

My mind leaves no warm-lit film to unreel at will
but unreal portraits drifting out, trauma tinged
and a straining, wailing ache
that she will not recede still more.